Naked
DAMN IT!!! I need to vent my frustrations and anger out. Tihn texted me, asked and begged if I can be the patient. THE HECK?!?!?! Okay, for those who don't know what it would mean being a patient. Our topic is about Hair Shampoo and Bed Bath. On bed bath, the patient has to be... NAKED!!! DAMN IT ALL!!! Of course there would be cloth covering you but still... you're naked underneath that cloth!!! It would be okay for me if it is an actual demonstration between me, partner and teacher...but to actually demonstrate it in front of the WHOLE CLASS?!?!?!? !@$&(!%^(!@*#~)$*@#&(%&!(#*!@)$&!%@#)(!$@#$%@#$ <--that's how I curse since I'm not good with cursing in actual words.So back to the story, of course I had to say "no" and then Tihn said there is no other because Kim will be absent and the girls have their PMS. Now isn't it a coincidence that ALL of them have PMS? -.-;; So I said "What about Moi moi? He won't have PMS." Coz like even if he does act like feminine, he's still a guy. Tihn said that he's too fat. For the first time of my life, I wanted to be fat too after knowing that. UGH!!! DAMN KIM!!! It's his fault!!! Why does he have to absent?!?! There's no reason for him to be shy coz he's a maniac -.-; Eventually, I had to say 'yes' though. I should just get this over with..think positively...I think I'm going to be a boldstar after this..jokez..My hands are cold. It has been cold since I receive Tihn's messages. We will practice tom. Then the demonstration on Wednesday. Heh...maybe I'll be the next student at our school to commit suicide... the first suicide for the year 2007...that's nice...UGH!!! I need to do something to keep my mind off of this. I have to enjoy the last moments of my Xmas break. Damn...I hate myself for being so nice. I'm angry but I probably won't get angry when I see them because I'm so damn nice that I would just smile and get myself embarrass. I wish I could cry as well. So they would all pity me. It's too bad that I changed from being a cry baby back on my early years of elementary.
Just get this over with, I want to feel better already.